It sounds like you have to wait for some things to happen in order for you to move forward or go to the next level, phase or assignment in your life. It's in the meantime that you get "antsy" and don't know what to do because this season seems to be prolonged... it goes on, and on, and on.
You may think...When Lord? What will things change? When will I be where I want to and need to be? Is this it? Surely this isn't it! There is more to me than this, right? I mean, after all that I've been through, my hopes, dreams and desires for the future--for my life and my family?
God, Your promises are YES and AMEN... but I'm at a loss right now because "nothing" is happening the way I thought it would or should be. YET, you forget that you are in the meantime which God is working everything together for your good. Sometimes the delay is because of the choices and decisions you made while you were somewhat derailed from the path. But now that you have acknowledged all that and are ready and willing to do His will, there is a still a meantime to ensure (and firmly believe) that God is your ONLY SOURCE and HOPE. Nothing will happen without Jesus.
So... in the meantime, sing songs of rejoicing and stand firm on the promises that you believe He has for you. Hold on to the HOPE that does not disappoint. Your time is nigh... Hold on in the meantime and learn all that you need to. The lessons you learn in this phase, will make the next season even better. So, in the meantime, enjoy (not endure) the journey. You have so much to share with all those around you... especially now, in the meantime.
